all about me.

last concert of TP

2010-03-13T09:26:00.000-08:00

i am sure this blog will go down to my personal blog.

because its a long time since i updated.
and i guess many has just assumed this as a dead blog.
finally passed my driving!

3 years has passed
its been some time
finishing the last semester
reflecting back everytime
i always get this nostalgic feeling
even in secondary school days

i really wished time would turn back
and let me make things right everytime i commit a mistake.

zheng kaiwen reporting for NS soon
and all these TP and secondary studying days might over for me
and i'm hitting the big 2-0 this year.
my heart feels young
but slowly we are all aging everyday

concert is nearing as well
this would be the last time ever
i would dance as a TP student.
with alumnis drifting away as well.
i am sure this would happen to us.

last but not least guys, lets enjoy the process
before you know it, we may never have time to meet each other again

gin, i would like to give thanks to you for giving opportunities i do not deserve. i appreciate it. its a pity to see u go during our last year, and to make things worse u are going for 4 years.
and i would be in NS for 2 years even if you are back yearly.
and to be truthful, u are probably the main reason i continued dancing.
4 years down, i would probably be a working adult by then like others.
i would never forget those days when i glance those bball shorts and sweatpants in the closet.

and as i finish this post, i would still remember the question that u ask and struck me during gem 3 training for concert, "kaiwen, what is dance to you?"

things to do

2010-01-25T10:55:00.001-08:00

things to do (academic)
nanotech group report
nanotech individual report
matsci proj report and showcase 29jan
do mtm WIKIPEDIA 26jan
revise matsci quiz 27jan
icpfa group report
go thru emaths 3 exam paper
psychology presentation 27jan
psychology term test 3feb
purchase formal wear for ccom 2feb

things to do (personal)
cut hair
buy presents 9feb
buy CNY clothes
buy new shoes for dance
rehearsal for paid show 30jan
prepare for driving test on 5th feb

post

2009-06-11T02:10:00.000-07:00

i hate people to blog
especially its open

what if i am the one who posted all sorts of rants on you right here
and all you could do is nothing
but being said by others

just put yourself in others shoe
and anger plus tantrum are words that hurt
u can throw it anywhere u want

but have u ever felt if someone did that to you.

and its just more than once
than juz twice
but at times u dint even realise.

why not just look at it this way
u do it to friends and family too.
some are used to it.

but at times, when are not apropriate
its just angers me

i know by the end of finish reading this blog
you would feel something right?
yes
thats how exactly i felt
everytime u post something bad about me on ur blog

SIP

2009-04-20T21:00:00.000-07:00

SO ZBORED.

so many tons of ppl around me in my workspace
the project given to us was quite easy to me
compared to what i imagined it would be.

we have guidance by others.
which made it like much much easier
all we do now is research
and understand more about the project given

and yea
everyone has been slacking i guess
so i should too.

kbye

food for thought

2009-04-01T09:39:00.000-07:00

okay.
concert is down in 2 days time.

i am sure its been a toll for everyone
and i am sure everyone is trying their best
so everyone shuld juz get things done in a fast manner.

at times people will tend to get their emotions over that
why make everyone wait for you
while ur emotions control you
and you nothing is wrong
sometimes i really do think its the childish thinking and the way people havent mature and took things lightly and never looked at the big picture at all

i certainly do not understand why everyone is preparing and some of these people just couldnt wait back there have to go somewhere else. especially u have alot of items in hand and really these items are not really clean.

people tend to do mistakes
i do too
i cant deny that fact.

to make things worse, we cant go against the fact
because some of us are not judgemental
and cant point out the fact
because sides are taken
if we push or even point it out
our chances and opportunities of dancing
are just dashed and be banished from the industry

which brings me to my next agenda at heart
when my love brought up a point
i really think about it
deep and hard
and this might be true or even logical if you think about this way

what you told us not to do,
u did
you reminded us on rules, attitude, respect, being judegemental, and the discipline u want to instill in us
i really appreciated it
but when behind closed doors, you did things which i have heard. and to recent times, I have actually seen it
many saw it too

the scene where everyone had to repeat
because of your judgement and the chances you gave

so much to that
the side you take
too much on the surface and not deep

i just wana shake my booty and do my thing
but hell yeah
its my blog.

u will never change

2009-03-17T07:35:00.000-07:00

i know sometimes
its very hard to compromise with someone
but if that certain someone is telling you
to stop messing around with him/her

i respect that
and i wont do it

so i cant rest my case
because i know
u will never change, JL.

u want to go overseas during my concert training
I explained and u cant understand
mom is going with u
but she has work
so in the end of course.

SO STOP fucking complaining if u cant go
THE WORLD CANT ACCOMODATE to your bloody needs
pointing a fucking gun at everyones head
to force them to go with you

mom bought me an iPOD
because im not GOING FOR THE TRIP.
the whole world is against her

dont tell me u dont drop crumbs when u eat
and I DID cleaned it for you when u DID that
SHOUTING at everyone doesnt cure that fucking selfish mind of yours
GO on a holiday IF U WANT
she already promised to let u go ALONE
if u want to so much
DEN GO ALONE?!

stop SHOUTING at US FOR NOTHING
BANGING THE DOOR
BEING CHILDISH
CALLING your friends telling them your side of the story
and make them sympathsize you
pathetic

i should never doubt it
you had never changed

stuff

2009-03-07T07:31:00.000-08:00

i juz felt a sudden urge to blog.
today was horrible.

but it ended quite well.
btws i really wana do well for the choreography segment for gems 4.
gotta be BUCCCK.
lol.

i juz wana say
some people are out there
who do things
and never thought of anything else.

i really dislike those
who like to say
and yet they cant do it themselves
i would rather not say a word
and be hidden in the midst of the crowd

because i know i might not be up for it
so, even u see something wrong
juz give it a freaking thought
whether u are capable of doing it.
if u are not
then u should do something
before shooting ur words everywhere

why so selfish?
why complain?
its time for concert
why bother to do all the stuff
that some of yall arent capable to do
its time to breakthrough.

but spare a thought
if u arent good.
and u cant do it in a short term period
its not gonna do good
it will show whos has better techniques
and who are juz shoved in
because they WANT to do the particular item

so if u are given the chance
grab it
what for complain?

i did like straightforwardness.
and i dun reject criticisms.
in fact my gf criticizes my dance at times.

spare a thought
prolly the way u want them to change
its not for their own good
its prolly becoz u like it that way and u want them to do UR WAY
or prolly becoz u are not respected at all

if one cant take ur remarks, probably she/he has an issue with you.
but when like all of them cant take it at all, it juz means u are the pain in the ass.

the worse thing is
all of them who cant take it, its ur friends, those who KNOW YOU.
this really shows how selfish you are

shit happens

2009-02-25T11:18:00.000-08:00

i understood something about relationships today
u have to talk and speak whenever u felt it.
hiding sometimes juz made the other party assume that u felt alright

i met up with u immediately after my exams.
when i was weary
and felt tired.
i juz wana knockout on tues

i already told u im going off to my frens chalet on wed
oens ago
and u told me that our day will end late
but then?
u told me again it would close early at 6.
so, u agreed to put our trip on friday

so in no doubt
i would choose to go for my sec sch frens bbq
bcoz i didnt see them for a long time
and flew their aeroplane everytime there is a meetup.

mayb i'm dumb or something
who the fuck will be okay when u know
ur other half juz went clubbing
get grinded
and get pecked by a random guy
and blogged about it

tell me.

sometimes i really think im an idiot
who did not expressed out my anger.
maybe

this is juz so fucked.
assuming shit all the time

everything is just moving so fast

2009-01-02T01:20:00.000-08:00

i cant be myself anymore.

i changed

i tried so hard.
u tell me u dun expect.

it juz felt so hard when u said that
harder when u juz said, nevermind.

yea
juz nevermind this post aite.
bye

dont assume

2008-12-19T10:35:00.000-08:00

I dont like it when ppl assume.
juz gives u the irk on the face

seriously
check ur facts
sometimes, it isnt juz one persons fault

if u only listened to one side
and decide its true
go ahead

it isnt about solving the problem then
its making it worse
bcoz u dun even fucking understand whats going on

and juz giving me the irks and added more oil to the
raging fire in my blood.

i dont know what to say
seriously
sometimes i juz doubt this would work out
every word i speak, every move i make
every question i answer.

let me juz take a puff and blow it away.

2008-12-18T03:19:00.000-08:00

i really hate my sis

2008-12-09T04:22:00.000-08:00

been putting in my thoughts for a few months.

seriously if u have a fucking problem in the house
or juz fucking pissed that you got in the rain then stfu

not like me or mum created the rain and we are fucking supposed to stop the rain for u

using tons of tissue paper like theres no tomorrow.
complaining that i didnt flush the loo, and wad about u?
u didnt even off the bloody tv and i haf to do it for u.
every nite
juz because you love the living room so much.

wtf.
u act nice when u want to.
calling ppl to fuck off when u dun need them
ppl cant touch ur things, but u can juz touch ours anytime
being selfish
shouting at ppl
and expect them to accompany U to go freaking 7-11
at 12am
when i juz finished dance at 11pm

WTF.
get a life loser.
we always have to give in to u
because UR OUR FAMILY MEMBER.

HAVE U FUCKING THOUGHT THAT WE ARE UR FAMILY MEMBERS TOO.
WAD DO U GIVE IN TO US?

seriously, if u have a sibling in ur family
and ur reading this
and ur like that, FUCK U. or juz FUCK OFF.

photoshoot on ccn

2008-11-14T06:02:00.000-08:00

juz to update my blog
credits to nickteo frm visual central

dance

2008-10-26T16:52:00.000-07:00

unsure of whats inside me.

sometimes u want it, yet
thinking of consequences, so on and so forth
thats wad made so much confusion i guess

complications are what made things fuzzy

weird

2008-10-21T11:10:00.000-07:00

today was great
but i juz felt weird

mayb i'm really falling....................................

accomodation

2008-10-14T13:17:00.000-07:00

nobody would understand
these videos took me till 3 to 4am in the morning
and next training at 9am

and to accommodate to everyones needs

something learnt

time for take a timeout

2008-10-02T10:11:00.001-07:00

the results came out
with 2 Fs on the list.
who wont be devastated.

juz haf to take it like a man
take a break and concentrate.

i dun haf anything to lose right now
juz go for it and that shan't stop.

sickkkkkkkkkkkkk

2008-06-30T19:42:00.000-07:00

felt sick
skipped sch ytd
skipped 8am tuts and lecs

going for the next tut at 2pm.
wads going in my mind
its mind boggling

think i really lost my aim this time
i just wana get over and done with
forget whatever tt happened

juz forget
a fresh start
and a new beginning

no more of that
taking in new knowledge

term test

2008-06-05T09:28:00.001-07:00

damn.
i feel like crap at this point.
the term test.
blame it on the lazy bones in me.

been thinking alot lately.
to a point where i decided to juz focus
and do wad i like

like wad she said
i juz felt buai gum wan.
i juz need to say it out
and get it outta my heart

i shall juz let things take its course for now.

BYE TERM TEST!

random post

2008-05-29T22:45:00.001-07:00

been a long time since i entered blogger.
term test is up next week.
looks like this hurdle is gonna be a tough one
with 5 subs coming right in my face

on the lighter note
it the term test shuld be easy
mainly bcoz, most of my subs are only testing
1to3 chapters. phew.

dance is as usual stagnant.
been thinking alot. like as usual
locking is OK i think
or least thats how i feel.

like a shooting star, the possiblity is as tiny as it can be
and the hope i will see
its something that nothing new could happen to me

as far it goes
my heart had already sank to the oceans below

the battle is tmr
let the fun begin =)

2008-05-14T22:03:00.001-07:00

been a long time since i posted. AGAIN
partly bcos my laptop is down and i sent it for service ytd

has been busy with dance.
and really no faith in it.

when u feel really stagnant
and some stuff which come crashing together.

i really hate this feeling.

and i dun wan anymore problems keep coming
btw.
GO GRAD NITE PPL. LETS DO A GREAT JOB wOOOOO. BOUNCE!

i'm tired

2008-04-03T09:35:00.000-07:00

i wont post anything abt korea trip
coz it was juz wonderful
and i bought things i liked over there.

i juz felt tt sometimes
when i fight so hard
i fall hard too
its always like that
when ur encouraging someone
yet u are fighting it urself

theres juz something wrong with me
either that or the path i'm taking
has already started. . .

i dance for myself
TTTTTTTTTTTTTTTBBBBBBBBBBBBBBGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG

CHING A LING

2008-02-17T00:25:00.000-08:00

soundtrack "ching a ling" used on STEP UP 2
NEW MUSIC VIDEO
FEATURING U MIN! A FAMOUSE POPPING CREW IN JAPAN (BOT AND WAVE) CHECK IT OUT!!!

HAPPY CNY

2008-02-10T04:21:00.000-08:00

been a long week.
had lotsa goodies and angbaos
didnt have the festive mood thou.

but nevertheless
had reunion dinner at a decent restaurant this yr
got the angbaos
had alot of snacks
which made me gained 2kg

gonna start sch tmr
and i cant wait
ESP to DANCE

bad

2008-01-31T11:29:00.001-08:00

went for LA
bad
bad
bad

alignment was worse than i tot

updates

2008-01-28T07:32:00.000-08:00

went out with sam and nicole today
it was after quiz.
prepared to fail for it.

after tt went fareast.
walking around
planning to buy some stuff during the wkend
got to know nicole better.

going thru pls dont stop the musik by gin
the choreo was juz hard for me to do
when i think of tt
i couldnt catch the flow

LA was ok.
guess i'm juz still not gd enuff.
never.

alone.
juz fighting with myself alone.
ppl juz seem to drift away
never will they stay the same.

i look back
they might change for the slightest moment
but when time comes
changes do happen.

how would i know if its true?
bcoz it happened to me. and i was one of them too.

great day

2008-01-17T09:38:00.000-08:00

didnt went for comprog lab today
wasnt feeling well.
slept till around 2 den left for edev lab.

was pretty boring as we juz went thru
previous lab
to prepare for our labtest
den went to lib to find andreas
waited for iris
before GOING TO OSCH
met JJ at the bus stop.
and he was so ON
so we all went for LA together

was really late when we reached
1st 8 already taught
omg

but still it was great
continued frm previous choreo
learnt alot
really felt like dancing
the choreo was DOPE

shall wait for gin to post the vid on youtube.
think i was chosen coz i came last week
frm the previous choreo

shall continue to work hard.
i will never give up

another wkend

2008-01-13T09:12:00.000-08:00

its already jan.
2more months to concert
to think we haf such little time
we gotta work harder.

went esplanade today
met joey iris joyce and corn
wasnt really dancing

and doubting myself as usual
sat went for jam and hop
the seniors did well
i liked the impact frm the peformance
its our turn next yr

after tt went hopping.
dunno wth was i doing.

ANYWAY found this video in my camera
did some editing and here it is! =D
(I THINK I GOT POTENTIAL IN THIS HAHAHA)

last night

2008-01-08T08:14:00.001-08:00

woke up late today
skipped 2 lectures
ate with andreas and sam today.

went for lab
dozed off.
den went to find dancemates.
practice last night
before going off to wu
den came back
kept practicing
sam said i need more HITS
which i totally agreed

personally i think i haf
bad body alignment
unable to HIT
sometimes forget step (MINIMIZING LIAO!)

juz improve and get the LAST NIGHT FEEL will be back soon!

p.s mayb i'll get a video on last night soon =D
its raining. so nice to slp. nitesS

fat

2008-01-07T10:44:00.001-08:00

i juz woke up
and realised i ate and slpt for around 4 hrs
damn.
its gonna be 3 in the morning.
gotta push those fats.

after so much.
my hard work finally could be seen
or at least gin noticed my slight improvement
motivates me to do further
making me wana dance MORE!
but 1 thing sure is i wont be proud no matter wad =)
timing and beat wise ( gotta work on TT)

AND LAST NIGHT'S NEW CHOREO is dope
i personally love it
kinda JT to me
sweet

cocaine pics FRM DANCE CAMP!

a pic during TPRAWKS dance activity!

irish coffee frm BLUE urban oasis (new cafe frm CS)

disappointing day

2008-01-02T07:27:00.000-08:00

rained so bad
i didnt go KS to dance today.

instead went only for mtv
which i couldnt catch the feeling
at all
tried to listen and grasp everything
took instructor's advice.

alignment still not right
tml going for LA hiphop.

and damn
i juz saw my pic on ming's blog
wth
james took tt pic
and i was having fun on ny's eve on the train
wtf?!

dick in a BOX

2007-12-30T06:58:00.001-08:00

funny crap by Justin Timberlake
cant believe he wrote and sang it LOL

time to post

2007-12-30T04:33:00.000-08:00

a long time since i posted.
its after xmas
gotta thank all for the present
its the sincerity eh.

sch is starting tml
gotta buck up
praying for my term test results
so tt i'll be able to perform <1 item

anyway the new year will be here soon!
here are some resolutions:
push tt fked up GPA!
DANCE IMPROVEMENT
DO WELL IN TPDE CONCERT!
replace my bag
o yea and get new shoes (my pair of etnies are blown after a year)

tts abt it.
cant wait for TPDE concert coming up
training for is hell to ensure a good show
with 3 months left
its all up to us

GO TPDE!

pics by nickteo. DOPE2611 photoshoot

2007-12-14T12:10:00.000-08:00

really been a long week
finished term test
think i failed. bah
finally have some time to improve

muz really catch up
dance concert is next

having new bike projects coming up too
especially the haro at hand
and got myself a new nano frm nick

xmas is coming
dun really haf time for anything =(

the only thing in my mind is juz
DANCE

long time since i posted

2007-12-07T03:26:00.000-08:00

its been a long time since i posted the viva the arts video.
haven been blogging lately.

recalling back.
nth much happen really.
except for my new BLINGS.XD

my dance gang + seniors
gave me a new bike as my present
dope2611
really love it
putting at home
and riding on special occasions
i wana sincerely thank them! lol.

after that.
i went on to bling my farhana.
my 2nd piyo
as my daily bike
lol. will upload some pictures of that later.

and term test is next wk
really got to buck up
i wana perform for concert.
not 1
but ALL. XD
and i agree wad james said

no matter how much i improve
or i go wu now
if gpa doesnt hit 2.
ur still performing 1 item.
=(

means i gotta study now le.
cya.

VIVA THE ARTS PERFORMANCE VID

2007-11-24T10:34:00.000-08:00

EMBEDDING RELEASED!

crap

2007-11-17T06:11:00.000-08:00

went for jam and hop ytd
went really crazy

but the next day
for gin's class
where only gurls are doing the routine
i was up for poppin

juz didnt go the way i wanted
did some wave?
glide?
no variation

SUX.

musical in children home

2007-11-11T06:43:00.000-08:00

releasing this first =D

viva arts performance youtube

2007-11-08T16:09:00.000-08:00

http://www.youtube.com/v/6RusXtVuqlk

http://www.youtube.com/v/K-c-tJqb3iA

uploaded this video 1 whole nite.
enjoy!

wad a day

2007-11-08T08:24:00.000-08:00

some pix after performance
playing a fool at amphitheatre

today was deepavali
went for trng for saturdays perf
motivation for the dance was down
everyone have their ups and downs
in my opinion
at least it was good thrashing session
and everyone's viewpoint was projected out

so the performance was cancelled on sat
and we went to enjoy our mac dinner

home after tt

uploading viva the arts video soon =)

hk tea house

2007-11-03T08:02:00.001-07:00

wad can u complain more with wifi support there

uber dope place

ah balling as tangyuan desert frm 85

omg tired

2007-11-03T07:59:00.000-07:00

went for the wanyi's dad wake.
den came back ard 3

kev kl and james went cycling
i went to slp
ard 8am reached TP
raaz asked me to buy chinese tea for gin
the nite before

rushed over to the kopitiam
buy liao
scalded my hand
and she wasnt coming
wth

den went to eat pasta with joyce and frank
over to subway and find dopees.
i went home to snore

around 7pm woke up
mom wanted to haf family dinner
woots
den hop on the papa's new civic
and off we go the hk tea house at katong
had seafood baked rice
which is UBER dope
highly recommended
if ur a cheese lover
u can juz spend all ur $ there

lastly went to 85
dapao ah balling tangyuan

aftermath

2007-11-01T06:37:00.000-07:00

its after perf
i really got nothing to do
other den
practice
practice
and more

going to ton outside tonite later
tml with james they all

stay out of this and i'll be juz fine
hope the same goes for u

gd day

2007-10-31T10:23:00.000-07:00

performance was great
will post some dope pics soon
really felt good

but after everything
i watched the video
and realised
i had not reached my goal
the damn back
and the fugly wrist control

i need more practice

the day

2007-10-30T10:46:00.001-07:00

its here.
TIME FOR US TO DOPE

VIVA THE ARTS FEST!

boring

2007-10-28T08:34:00.000-07:00

done nothing really during the wkends
went out with my family to eat on sat
on my dad's new civic vtec 1.6L
uber dope
the LCD screen speedmeter
super spacious along with the ipod dock
but its kinda weird watching my dad driving in auto

1st time in my life i seen him drive auto
and he wasnt tt used to it too
anyways we went to eat steamboat at golden mile
after a ride along the expressways
killin' the streets

den we decided to eat @ ah balling bedok 85
yummy and dope tangyuan
den went home

today was pretty boring
wanted to go swimming @ iris house
but i think due to the ******** weather
the guys went to bugis
and i was still at home
waiting for the rain to stop
till den
when my mom came back with dinner

at around 9pm i met up with corn and kat
slacking at the park
den went over to mac
to slack somemore
back home at around 11

*cant wait for Wednesday, more practice FOR DANCE!*

average day

2007-10-27T04:47:00.000-07:00

had wake up for dance
went to sch late for gin's class

todays class was enjoying and fun
compared to other sessions
we played games
which taught us formation
and had abit discussion on the upcoming concert

after tt had a chat with gin
den the rest of the dope gang went to eat with her
and i went home
lol

its not tt i dun wana go suki
its bcoz everytime
when i'm late for sch
i haf to cycle
and i know dope gang always take bus
and walk
except for corn and kat

main thing is
$ problem
i didnt save a cent during the hols
due to trainings
so 20bux for a meal
i'll pass

and ohh yess
going for gym practice with dance and dope ppl
learning backflips and frontflip
ultimate dope for concert

my bday its coming!!!
on the start of concert training -.-""
but anyways i know wad to get frm my mom
dance COURSES LOL
YESSS
IMPROVE XD

my dad's new car (which i haven even took a ride with it before)

bad day

2007-10-24T10:07:00.001-07:00

nope
i'm not complaining abt class
thou it sux as usual
after cpint with ken and yikai
went to meet james and the gang
practice awhile before going for jap cds
and get my snore

went to dance aft tt
sux totally
new steps which i couldnt do
bcoz my techincs
sux
memory
sux
sux
sux
sux
even freestyle sux

and i'm tired

31st OCT

2007-10-23T09:44:00.001-07:00

its a tiring day yet again
hiphop to 11pm
den went opposite sch to eat
carried the radio
on my mini bmx

thou i'm tired physically
slping at 1am sometimes 2am
and waking up at 8am
mentally
the war had juz begun

i had in my mind wad i wana do for the 2 8s
listening towards the music
going on beat
making sure i wasnt biting any steps either
bcoz to me
the freestyle is my chance to shine
thou I did not earn it
neither was i good enough for it
its still a chance

nth much happened in sch
basically alone and dialing everyone in my contacts i could find
found 1 place at tp which i can emo
and think of dance steps

enuff said
let me juz put my energy to 31st oct
and throw away those things aside

tiring day

2007-10-22T08:47:00.000-07:00

its a long day
starting out with full suit
its raining and WALKED to sch with my sis.
dope
when i can cycle

totally out of place when in lecs and tuts
cant wait for them to end
but i know
its also a chance to not get distracted in class
and push up my gpa

will get used to it
alone in class

after tt when bizpark and found jean and the seniors there
makan
den when for dance choreo in studio

eliminated the slick rick dope
and added in the way i are REMIX
along with icebox couple dance

all i can say
its DOPE
and i got a little something frm rahim
freestyle

my chance!!!!! OMG

sem 2

2007-10-21T09:19:00.000-07:00

already 12am
sch starts in 8hrs time

i'm all prepared to get seperated frm my class
and venture out into th unknown

really look forward to tomorrows full suit day
dope pictures will be uploaded
and hiphop choreograpy tmr with rahim
really cant wait
to improve
and to enjoy grooving towards icebox.
DOPE day tmr

untitled.

2007-10-20T05:41:00.000-07:00

i made up my mind.
hes my target.
i'm not gonna stop.

slacking towards the goal
would be a waste of time

sch is starting soon.
and i guess things will be back to norm.
best i would stick to my goals.
without the distractions

althou my mind still drifts on comparing.
i would never give up
i might not overshine u in flirting

but in terms of skills
i'm gonna beat u hands down

lastly this irritating flu got stuck on me
muz be the dance chalet bbq
and the late nites.

ah let me cycle to 7-11 and get some sweets

emo

2007-10-18T05:17:00.000-07:00

i juz wana laugh out loud.
went thru my posts when i was sec3.

found out tt I was really childish and
super straightforward.
sounds lyk an ass.

but nvm.

a sudden urge to blog.
the no. of ppl browsing my blog may be 0 = i can blog whatever i want to.
random or not.

this few days was abit stressed out.
especially for my parents.
fren came my house to spray paint his bike.

in the end kena my neighbour's doorstep.
in the end i went chalet to enjoy
leaving my mom and my neighbour to clean up the mess.

talk abt responsible

its coming on me again.
depression on me again.
bah

is it really me or is it reality.
is sensitive the word or is juz pure fact.

i'm lazy to go on.

..........

2007-10-08T04:49:00.000-07:00

post post post.
this blog is alive!

(pls dun burn the mosque =)

long post

2007-05-20T06:45:00.000-07:00

it has been so much since my last post.
this blog may be dead and no one might be browing anymore but anyways it wont stop me frm bloggin'

alot has happened. my grandpa passed away as many might know. he was hospitalised and subsequently died due to kidney failure and pneumonia.
it was a hard fact to accept. but everyone did.

the feeling of it juz sux when tt happened.

but its all over now. i know it sounds cliche but life has to continue. and things do turn out fine after some time healing.

now on some gd news!

I've got into dance.
along with kev james and his G5.
we oso had dance orientation which was pretty crazy and
i took ard 5vids for u guys to watch
all on dance battles.

and it was pretty interesting to see martin dance haha.
HILARIOUS in fact.
blah.
u guys shuld juz watch and leave comments.

RANDOM PIX OF LAMBOUGHINI JAMES AND ME Kthxbye

2007-04-22T08:40:00.000-07:00

alright a post

2007-04-22T08:36:00.000-07:00

here comes a post.
damn i think i've kicked the habit of bloggin' already
i keep forgetting
either that or lazy :/

anyways joined the orientation camp for freshie
in OPHIX and had lots of fun
went out today with the GLs
and many of us

nuff said.
tml haf sch
and timetable tmr shows i gotta reach sch by 12

lets juz hope i do well this time in poly
and get intro dragonboat FTW!

sentosa

2007-04-06T08:33:00.000-07:00

went to sentosa today to celebrate wy's bday
woke up in the bloody morning
when i slpt 5am
went to harborfront
thou i was abit late
kl and wy were LATER
so ppl
i wasnt late without a reason
if not u guys haf to wait LONGER
go vivo playground go candy empire
and wont get to go candyempire @ vivo
and wont get the hello kitty marshmellows
for wy and kl -.-"
it was realli great
me, nic, wy, kl james and amanda were there
hanging around
bought a volleyball over there. LOL damn funny when it was the truth or dare. coz we had seen some explicit *coughs m18* scenes that were live on the spot starring james and kailing.
directed by of coz me and executive co-ed by nic and wy LOL

anyways had sakae and the buffet wasnt available due to damn good friday. so ate and spent alot of $$$. again went back to candyempire. nic and i felt tt coming to vivo/harborfront once every blue moon, we decided to buy some home
well i bought the marshmellow with fruity flavors and this drink called L&P. tastes realli nice u guys could try it. taste lyk lychee LOL. when it was kiwi -.-. damn all our tastebuds haf some kinda problems :/

back on topic, went home bath and crashed.

damn

2007-04-03T11:24:00.000-07:00

I WANT MY OWN ROOM SO BAD
WTF!

i'm so free rite now

2007-04-01T08:29:00.000-07:00

free.
downrite free now
COZ I'M NOT WORKING ANYMORE HAHAH
lol
but memories will be sweet
i will miss working at yogurt place

btw celebrated my mom's bday today
bought her this guess watch :/
and this wonderful chocolate mousse cake

glad i'm feeling great
will feel better when i get my next pay
and EVEN EVEN better when my own room revamps
will coat a fresh new paint
shelves
desks
and BED of course
and my laptop in my room and if budget allows
an lcd tv :D
499 for dell 22"
work as my computer and plug and play games thru my laptop
man nuff said
with my n80 coming up
and mio stuff

w000otooo0t0ot0ttow00t!

sakae freak?

2007-03-27T07:56:00.000-07:00

alrite went to raffles convention with my mom last nite
great dinner i had
took some pix of the event
real fun but tiring
the gift they gave
the chocolates looks nice and yummy? LoL

btw went to ate sakae again
with hy this time
she ate alot and we had a great time
juz chatting
and watched stomp the yard
fantastic steppin'
after tt went home.
did nth much
gonna crash soon.
damn slpy.
nitessZxzxzz

friggin' tired.

2007-03-25T07:37:00.000-07:00

aw. a long time before i posted again.
forgot to blog every now and then
coming back late frm work
playing daytona everyday LOL

yeah, i know its old school
but wadahell its fun LOL
anyways, been working trying my best
and competition shifts during work
darn keep losing
everytym who kena shift with me sure lose
earn the least.
tmd
i muz be some kinda jinx or something.

no pics for today
prolly i will take 1 when my laptop stickers are here.
gotta go for some kinda dinner with my mom tml
@ raffles hotel.
i hope everyone dun go "ooo ur son, so tall liaw zomg"

prolly they juz dun see me tt often so ah well.
i'm tired. bye blog =)

man darn blogger

2007-03-21T08:37:00.000-07:00

finally darn blog is working again
before this, the blog kept giving me lots of problems loading pix
blog should nv change to html codings

anyways last wk went to ikea with adrian
made the fast and furious ikea drift hahaah
the vid is on youtube btws.

anyways. back to today. forget the past.
bought a new sleeve for my laptop
great zinc bag for poly
and this real cute mr.bean hp cleaner

o yea and the pic of me near yogurt stickers.
long story
competing with eliss and nana
pasting stickers on the cups LOL.
loser get stickers on face
so obvious who got the last place

well thats all. damn lazy to blog. bye muthas :D

over a new day @ yogurt

2007-03-15T11:45:00.000-07:00

alryte. really tired after a long day.
anyways after much considration I HAVE DECIDED
to stay at yogurt place! AS A PART TIMER!

well, that is my decision and current I dun think I have any plans to change it :/
everything went well today coz my shift is with james.
so OF COZ OK :D
ate kfc played bball at the arcade
w00t.
punch out at 12am
waited at the bus stop and took some lame pix
including a few poses
for our blings haha :D
tml meeting adrian and zx for bowling

prolly not reaching home tml
coz adrian got new gal and he jio us go chalet
LOL @ ADRIAN. so freaking expected anyways.

SO NO BLOGGING TML
PICS UP.

tuscani i had seen when i came back and my gadgets! w00ts.

2007-03-12T12:22:00.000-07:00

today is another tiring day

2007-03-12T12:15:00.000-07:00

tired. shag. been doing nyte shift since last week
march hols are coming so its more work
more sales
man, look at those youngsters hanging around
reminds me of myself during those days

bah forget abt that
lets continue with wads happening to me
turns out tt i realised that imma super contented with what i had
randomly i was thinking how to deal with my pay.
prolly get some clothes and new bag

i mean wad do i really want i own 'em all.
n70
lappie
psp
zen vision M

SO ITS MAYB TYM TO PAMPER MYSELF WITH ALL MY $ NOW
seeyall suckas around =) till then.

OOOOOOOH IM BACK!

2007-03-11T11:07:00.000-07:00

HELLLO ALLLLL ZOMG. i havent been bloggin' since lyk last yr
finally get a chance since i got my laptop w00t
got this top of the range acer
with built in everything.

well thats the good news.
the bad news is that i got in tp
the worse course
COP
24
Electronics/Telecommunications/Computer Engineering/Microelectronics.
bah. trying out my luck @ DAE for my infocomm
hope it gets thru.

currently working @ yogurt place downtown east
quite happy and relaxed with my job.
except for the long hrs and low pay
frm 5-1130pm
$5 per hr

anyways similar to other post
definitely pictures are included
pics frm my fone directed to my laptop

its a boring day and i'm posting

2006-12-11T21:25:00.000-08:00

juz sent nic,ken,kl and james to japan sch exchange. AHHH. its was pretty saddening, but more to that is the jealousy. shuld haf went this yr. ha. nvm. abt to that, ms yew replied that starting frm next yr, alumni would be able to participate. yeaaaa.

and a few pix on nic treating me absolut vodka and the last prayer before these guys flew to japan.

2nd day at the line

2006-12-05T05:27:00.000-08:00

omg today sucked realli alot
reached dere at 8am for work and its really tiring since i was at station 7. den transferred to station 4-5 and den 3 -.-" damn. Imma lyk a ball being throwed away.

after my break, went back to station 7 at near the poolside. at first I was lyk "hey its pretty quiet here" so i dint expect anything. till around half an hr or so later, the crowd came and guess what! I hafta take orders frm the alacart menu. and darn i didnt know the menu? LOL. so went thru all that with lotsa mistakes and kok leong(1 of the perm staff) was damn mad can? LOL. coz I was lyk "errr, ok errr ok?" LOL.

in the end, it turns out 1 guest nv pay the bill and walkaway, and I was totally clueless abt it. guess what? the bill is around 200+ WTF! so guys, if u ever work dere, pls dun get carried away when u work outside. be touchy abt it =)

Thats all, gotta go now. slp slp for tml's work!

1st day at work in shangri la - the line

2006-12-04T07:09:00.000-08:00

it totally sux. especially if u are new in the F&B industry
I still got a long way to go till I get my paycheck.
pressing on as far as i can =)

gotta go now, needa wake up at 6am for my 8am shift =)

juz a little coke hack I made up during my chalet. 3 drinks at the price of 1

2006-11-29T09:22:00.000-08:00

damn I wonder if this real happens. lol juz kidding.

2006-11-29T04:57:00.000-08:00

clique chalet

2006-11-28T09:57:00.000-08:00

ah. i'm feeling real tired and shag.
juz came back frm clique chalet. didnt stay overnite for today. try to make up for tml until thurs.
been bbqing swimming and had some fun in escape. haha.
i was really bored so i took pictures while I was on the pirate ship.
after that I was on the go-kart for the 1st time. and it real pwns all rides. if u havent got on the go-kart in escape, means u haf juz wasted ur ticket $$.

here are some pix of the clique

my birthday

2006-11-26T19:22:00.000-08:00

finally 16!
it has been a real long wait to 16. and I juz wana thank everyone for ur blessings =)

at around 2pm I went out with nic and james for a little bowling and pool, and after tt shopping for stuff in NTUC for todays chalet.
here are some pix of nic and james resting in the grand hallway of the safra country club. =)

bored during the nyte

2006-11-25T11:36:00.000-08:00

its my birthday and its 3am in the morning.
anyways juz wana share with everyone this cool mv with show dancing.

rise from the dead.

2006-11-24T08:25:00.000-08:00

this blog has been revived.
been to 6/2 chalet for the past few days.
while huiyi did all the camwhoring, i juz took a few pix while we were going home @ the bus stop.
everyones looks changed.
so here are some pics.

omg wtf

2006-11-20T07:52:00.000-08:00

OMG WTF MY COMPUTER IS UP.
new computer 3.0ghz chip lga.
new motherboard gahahah.

finally O LEVELS IS OVER.
AND MOS SURGE TML! w00t. time for some real time enjoyment. yeaaaaaaaha!
too bad cant upload any pictures or vids. but will do reallll soon. gotta get my card adaptor 1st.

k all. peace out!

Os lvl

2006-10-16T02:23:00.000-07:00

the big O is coming this week with sci practical on thursday!

good luck to those working hard for Os. =)

meanwhile updating my blog with some vids and pix

its a long time

2006-10-09T05:29:00.000-07:00

long time since i posted.
this is probably a revival of my blog.

i'm doing fine without my com. i actually survived without it. ha.
now with prelims over getting almost all F9s, i'm gonna buck up during my study break for the next 2-3wks?

btw, during the period when my computer was down and out, i was practicing magic for awhile. enjoy these few vidzz.

pierced 3rd time

2006-06-01T05:14:00.000-07:00

pierce 2 times liao. both holes closed. so GOING for the 3rd!

source : james' blog

HARDDDDOOO GAY!

2006-06-01T05:01:00.000-07:00

HARDDO GAY! FOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
LOL this is crazy man. imma lyk totally INTO this new thing.

I think many would think this is crazy coz its lyk a stupid guy doing stupid stuff. but who CARES _|_ i see ppl ADORE him lyk mad in canada, states and EVEN SG. this guy done sooo much crazy stuff and i think the reason we adore is bcoz he does things in this unexpected manner. Being so daring, shaking his sexy hips in the public. its different frm other variety shows. DARING & I kinda lyk his sexy way of showing ppl his straightforwardness. SIBEH NICE SIA!

LEMME PRESENT U HARDDDOO GAY!! FOOOOOOOO!

damn imma so bored.

2006-05-24T08:51:00.000-07:00

alrite imma here to update my blog again.
didnt went sch today yeah.
kinda bored. went to get my hair cut and bought lunch back home.
so damn bored, no 1 to accompany.

tml going to sch i guess.
looking around youtube and i found this!
singapore national day in the changing room LOL

damn funny la can. k. stop here now.

da vinci CODE.

2006-05-18T07:17:00.000-07:00

YEAHHH TODAY WAS FUN.
woke up at around 9am. went to kbox cineleisure.
wooties. sang and had lotsa fun.

had fun with WHIP cream on james face too. LOL HAHA.
after that went to arcade to play tc3 for awhile.
den wana watch the premier for da vinci code da NC16 movie.

but in the end, we didnt make =(
den when to shaw instead to watch it.
it was really COOL.
such a big fictious conspiracy done by dan brown.

den went to take some neoprints. zx, jl and amanda went off liao.
left me, the bday boy, jeslin, nic and wanyi.
bah. i and nic rushed home.

IN THE END, met them at the train instead -_-x
rushed to mac, went home ate.

AHH such a GREAT DAY.
hope everyday is sucha wonderful and enjoyable day.

tml gonna be dead liao. zzz. giving out of exam scripts. hope i survive it!

okay 1/2 dead

2006-05-15T09:48:00.001-07:00

ok i think imma already 1/2 dead LOL.
i juz woke up and had a bath. i feel so drowsy right now.

had my paper watch poisedon with zx, james and jialin.
not bad show. worthwhile compared to when a stranger call.
at least they caught my attention. ppl die slowly 1 by 1. thats something.

prolly gonna slp soon. imma so shag rite now. everyone is offline.
no one to chat with. no pictures to upload. bah i think its a pretty short entry today. and i'll keep it that way. LOL. so yeah tadah. the end.

a decision is made. and i'll hafto stick with it.

rot liao.

2006-05-12T05:21:00.000-07:00

decide to do something to my dear rotting blog.
instead of uploading pictures normally, text will do for this post.

got lotsa things happening during these past few months.
currently are the exams. and around me changes are everywhere.

ill juz update on where i went. today actually tot of juz slping at home. nice cold weather to juz snug under my blanket and visit dreamlands. BUT, in the end went sakae becoz of my sis la. zzz.

buy.ate. went to buy aloe vera. omg. imma gonna explode anytime now due to my big feast. slacked alot. giving thoughts abt the exams. i think imma gonna fail badly. LOL. juz concentrate on my coming chi o.

gonna end here rite now.
BTW, who wana watch VOICE and the DA VINCI CODE? ;D

2006-04-06T08:11:00.000-07:00

no pix. juz text

2006-03-26T00:56:00.000-08:00

yo. whatsup ppl.
feel kinda weird without a fone. but thanks to zx, for her spare hp. yea. at least i'm contactable now.

been really slacked nowadays, after excel. and tuition with muiling. i juz got myself up to do amalgamation for poa. smoothly done. not a single mistake. bAHAH. lol. and today my mom juz came up to me, agreeing that she would buy me a n70 if i got an A1 for my upcoming chinese os! YEAAA.

ok. thats about it. other than impressions 8 coming this weekend and swim since the pool is opening soon. GONNA upload some hilarious videos. its kinda lame. but juz ENJOY. HAHA. =x

to those who luv korean dramas, or boa fans, i'm sorry. this is how dumb this ppl can get. and i personally like the squirrel teeth part.

this is damn funny.

2006-03-19T09:14:00.000-08:00

i'd juz post something hilarious for u guys. juz pretty bored in the late night.
its supergirl, a contest in china. similar to superstar.
she sing lyk she damn pro. omg. rofl.

2006-03-15T05:02:00.000-08:00

went to find a present for mr ng to thank him. and i found this award for sale. SEXMASTER. LOL.

2006-03-15T05:01:00.000-08:00

brielfy i ate. around 15 chicken drumlets. 3-4 pizzas(large ones OMG pepperoni and hawaiian). beef langanse (dunno how to spell). den drank 2 soups. 1 cup of iced coke. nearly drank my 3rd bowl of soup. coz really order too much liao. damn paiseh if we order so much cant finish yea..haha

2006-03-15T04:55:00.000-08:00

lots of 'em. munch munch. ^^

2006-03-15T04:54:00.001-08:00

ordering the pizzas..jeslin & wanyi

2006-03-15T04:54:00.000-08:00

today woke up 9 o'clock. went for maths remedial. and after that whole class went for pizza hut! mr ng's treat yea! HA.

2006-03-14T06:40:00.000-08:00

she forced me to

2006-03-14T06:39:00.000-08:00

the grand swimming pool welcomes u =)

2006-03-14T06:38:00.000-08:00

den went home subsequently. went to take a sneak peek at the swimming pool which is opening like in a few days time. imma gonna swim on tt opening day! =)

2006-03-14T06:37:00.000-08:00

LOL. hilarious. i noticed this door outside the library. for nuts. no walls in between. juz a door! lOL

2006-03-14T06:36:00.000-08:00

okay. today was okay. i went to orchard with jeslin. we saw this big harrod bear after we ate our dinner in taka.

2006-03-11T07:32:00.001-08:00

the red plate salmon.. with salad and rice. = SUPER NICE X 10000 LOL

2006-03-11T07:32:00.000-08:00

omgomg. nice..think this is salmon if i'm not mistaken..yep..but definitely japan one nicer..LOL